after the bandage been removed, the dr told me about the good news and the bad. the good news is that after my first period i’ll be in so called “honeymoon” stage, meaning i’ll have regular period no pain like i used to. also it’s the best time to make a baby. but this only last about 6 months to a year….. the bad news is that they found endometriosis, sigh. the dr removed enough to keep my ovaries in tact so i can have a child. if i dont want to have any more kids then i can removed my ovaries to get rid of endometriosis.  the reason for my surgery was for my health and also to have another child, but with their new findings i don’t know if i should listen to the dr and try ivf. which is the fastest route, or i can do it the regular way which is just having sex. i don’t think i can go through ivf, i hate needles….
i must have done something wrong in this life, cos i have so many obstacles to over come. or that is blocking my path….